Monday, April 11, 2016

Blogpost#6 personal identity building


Identity could be regarded as a continuous re-shaping of the self-based upon identification desire, and any subsequent symbolic representations. This is my personal thoughts on identity. At the very end of the MEd program, I could help but thinking about the on-going process of having my identity built and having my voice heard as a multicultural and multilingual visible-minorities students. It is true that, whenever I publicly represent myself through diverse social activities, ranging from speech, in-class presentations, oral speaking, online posting either for course credits or for personal social needs, as a subject in the existing third space around me, I personally change by the very action of representations. Under many in-class circumstances happened in University of Ottawa that I did not hold excellent statements and propositions upon the topics being discussed, yet I still had the will, desire and agency to speak, to have my voice shared. One impressive of them did happen in recent days, when there was a whole-class sharing on personal perspectives on the inclusion of the multilingual and multicultural resources from students. I did not notice such a deep attachment to my home and original culture and to my mother tongue (Cantonese) as well as first language (Mandarin) until I ended my little speech; not until then did I reinforce the proportion of nationalism to China. My personal experience in strengthening students voice proves that, learning doesn’t happen when students are unable to express their ideas, emotions, confusion, ignorance, and prejudices. In fact, only when people can speak their minds does education have a change to happen. I believe that inside school, students not only learn subjects content knowledge but also learn about themselves, and self-identities are the results of the latter practice.

1 comment:

Unknown said...

Hello, Xiaoli,
I agree with you that when students are learning, they are not only learning the knowledge, but also learn more about themselves. However, I respectfully disagree that "learning doesn't happen when students are unable to express...".

I believe learning exists in every second in the class.Feeling frustrated when the student finds it difficult to express him/herself is a process of learning---the feeling of frustration tells the student how much he/she cares about expressing him/herself in this every topic. Expression is a behaviour, and it not necessarily relates to learning. In other words, we can learn without outputting what we are thinking.

Like in Zen meditation, the Zen Master may ask everyone to meditate and keep quiet all day. Nothing is said, but many people see themselves more clearer during this meditation process.

I think whenever our mind is processing and our emotions are moving, learning is happening.