The article, Academic assholes and thecircle of niceness, provokes an idea to reinforce my personal image in
classroom or at the situation I am giving feedbacks on the assignments or
creative works to my students in ESL teaching and learning context.
I could not agree more with the proposition
that “asshole behavior is contagious”, as I has been more or less impacted by
the authority built up majorly by nasty cleverness of the some but not to much
teachers I encountered when I was receiving K1-12 education-of-equivalence in my
origin country. The not-that-constructive feedbacks and not-that-positive
comments from my teachers have made me severely considering am I suitable to
attend a school (It might also because I have been a why-person-type student
and has challenged a lot the limit of the scale of knowledge and
acknowledgement of my teachers and this make my teachers think that I am not
respecting them. As in the schooling context there, classrooms are
teacher-centered and teachers have, to some extent, absolute authority in and
outside classrooms. ) . Much of the feedbacks I have received from my teachers
implicitly influence me in my choice upon whether showing a everything-is-ok
face or a sore and stone-like face with nastiness when commenting the effort of
students. What is the most important
that, just like some academics’ unawareness of being “rude, dismissive,
passive aggressive or even outright hostile”, I did not notice I was suffering
from bitchy resting face, a kind of disorder, until I began to take selfies, a
lot.
Fortunately, studying in Hong Kong and here
at uOttawa directly inspire me to reconsider my persistence of being a strict
and serious teacher, to examine some myths in education, such as myths in
literacy (e.g., by becoming literate, one is more likely to be happy and
informed, find a decent job with considerable income) and myths in the nasty
cleverness in academia (e.g., the more asshole the person is, the more
high-level and meaningful the opinions s/he express is), and the myth of the
relationship between the level of a person’s cleverness and smartness and the
level of meaningfulness embodied in his/her perspectives: if a person is clever
or smart, what s/he say is also of cleverness/smartness and usefulness.
PS: There’s a video about the disorder,
bitchy resting face, that could be of help in thinking critically when one can help
making judgments on others' facial expressions. Link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3v98CPXNiSk
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thanks Xiaoli
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